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WARNING:you will not find correct puncuation or grammar on this site, sorry.

today is my first blog ever. Hmm, the reason i have started this is because my almost 3 year old woke me up at 5am having a tantrum because she did not like her pants. are you kidding? i guess i should start with some backstory.

my name is lauren, i am for the most part a stay at home mom. i have two wonderful girls elizabeth, almost 3 and madison, 4 months. i have an amazing husband, wait dont they all start off this way. sure everyone is wonderful but we are a real family and we all have our moments. he does forget that the garbage has to be taken out, the girls do cry and have tantrums, and mama does think shes sucking pretty bad at this mommy thing sometimes! Haha. so i figured hey i like reading about other moms bad days, it helps me realize its not just me and mommys are not perfect. though the illusion is nice sometimes.

so anyway, my elizabeth woke up at 5am, probably from the noise my hubs makes when he gets up at 4:45. she stands at the gate in her doorway, "mama, i need healp!" yes thats how she says it. then it goes, i dont like these pants i dont like my bed i dont like night time, i dont like sleep. it turns into an a.m. explosion. how did this happen? they baby wakes up too. Ugh. why do children do this? the world may never know. but right now this is the stage shes in and i have to figure out how the hell i am going to get thru it! and this is how my blog begins. lovely.